spill3db3anz13's Journal

12:39am: Qoutes
To fall in love is easy, even to remain in it is not difficult; our human loneliness is cause enough. But it is a hard quest worth making to find a comrade through whose steady presence one becomes steadily the person one desires to be.

The most wonderful of all things in life, I believe, is the discovery of another human being with whom one's relationship has a glowing depth, beauty, and joy as the years increase. This inner progressiveness of love between two human beings is a most marvelous thing, it cannot be found by looking for it or by passionately wishing for it. It is a sort of Divine accident.

Loves conquers all things except poverty and toothache.

Love is the difficult realization that something other than oneself is real.

In those whom I like, I can find no common denominator; in those whom I love I can: they all make me laugh.

Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it.

If we deny love that is given to us, if we refuse to give love because we fear pain or loss, then our lives will be empty, our loss greater.

To love and win is the best thing. To love and lose, the next best.

Some are able to release grief far more quickly than others. However long it takes, it is always the re-connection with the power of the heart that moves you past grief. When the heart is enlivened again, it feels like the sun coming out after a week of rainy days. There is hope in the heart that chases the clouds away. Hope is a higher heart frequency and as you begin to reconnect with your heart, hope is waiting to show you new possibilities and arrest the downward spiral of grief and loneliness. It becomes a matter of how soon you want the sun to shine. Listening to the still, small voice in your heart will make hope into a reality.

I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work.

People are lonely because they build walls instead of bridge.

in my lifetime so far that you can't help who you fall for and no matter how hard you try and how much it hurts you everyday that you just wanna be with them or just talk to them you never stop trying to make them happy by the little things you say or do because thats what makes your life worth going on for.

As long as you can still be dissapointed, you are still young.

6:28pm: some of my favorite quotes
heres a few quotes that insire me , make me laugh but most importantly make me think =D


Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails

He that gives good advice, builds with one hand; he that gives good counsel and example, builds with both; but he that gives good admonition and bad example, builds with one hand and pulls down with the other.

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.

If you have an apple and I have an apple and we exchange these apples then you and I will still each have one apple. But if you have an idea and I have an idea and we exchange these ideas, then each of us will have two ideas.

The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.
The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference.
The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference.
And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference.

Feelings are not supposed to be logical. Dangerous is the man who has rationalized his emotions.

Love: a temporary insanity, curable by marriage.

What we see depends mainly on what we look for.

People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is the only place they ever needed to search was within.

Nothing worth doing is completed in our lifetime,
Therefore, we are saved by hope.
Nothing true or beautiful or good makes complete sense in any immediate context of history;
Therefore, we are saved by faith.
Nothing we do, however virtuous, can be accomplished alone.
Therefore, we are saved by love.
No virtuous act is quite a virtuous from the standpoint of our friend or foe as from our own;
Therefore, we are saved by the final form of love which is forgiveness.

We are all inclined to judge ourselves by our ideals; others, by their acts.

The most pathetic person in the world is someone who has sight, but has no vision.

He who angers you conquers you.

It is the awareness of unfulfilled desires which gives a nation the feeling that it has a mission and a destiny.

Boredom: the desire for desires.

A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person.

We are all something, but none of us are everything.

All the lessons of history in four sentences:
Whom the gods would destroy, they first make mad with power.
The mills of God grind slowly, but they grind exceedingly small.
The bee fertilizes the flower it robs.
When it is dark enough, you can see the stars.

6:30pm: Naley Vids I Made
hey i made a few videos from oth , n e way figured u guys might like it , here u go

When I Get You Alone
Robin Thicke



EveryTime We Touch
Cascada


heres my youtube account if u want some more

http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=spill3db3anz13

9:32pm: One Tree HIll
I was bored so i decided to color this in , i kinda like it , any thoughts?

10:11am: Clana : To Be Or Not To Be ? You Decide
Poll #947892 Should Clark And Lana Be Together
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 4

Should Clark And Lana Be Together?

9:22am: Smallville : Promise


wow o wow . yesterday Smallville came back from what felt like a year hiatus, and i can now safely say it was worth the wait. i have to admit about 2o mins into it i said to myself " what is going on ? , whats up with the time cards? " but then i realized its the Smallville Magic going into effect lol . it was a very dramatic episode and i noticed it was different from all other episodes because usually clark has a story line and maybe chloe or lois would be doing something else but all the focus was on lex and lanas big day.
i loved this episode baceause of how bittersweet it was , lana finally found out about clark and knows she should be with him , but the evil loinel luther ( hey! i thought he was good) thretens to kill clark if she doesnt go through with the wedding. i almost love how only lex luther can kill a man in the basement of the church where hes getting married like its no big deal , and what the doctor told him is true , lana has made a desperate man out of him . i kinda just want lana to marry lex , bacause A , no matter how much of a MoFo baby experimenter lex is theres one thing no one can question... his love for lana , and B because its just going to be hard to see clark with lana again , dont get me wrong theyre very cute and perfect , but we all know its not meant to be ,and personally i cannot handle watching another clark/lana "we love each other .. but i cant trust you" break up. but the end really got to me , she got clarks hopes up and then went down the aisle and became mrs lex luthur (slap in the face much?) , then clark went to talk to her and you could see that she didnt want to do it , but had to.( it reminds me of how clark always had to lie to lana to protect her,and now lana cant tell clark the truth to save him),and how clark was just about to tell her his secret without hesitation ( it is true love!).
i think lanas kid will somehow die,but its killing me that i dont really know how, or if something is actually wrong with the kid ,and that whole "murder on the church day" thing will come to light ,one thing im sure of is that lana wont stay with lex much longer cause shes a stong willed gal who follows her heart ,and hu knows maybe clark and lana will give it another shot.
next weeks episode looks koolio , and im just glad smallvilles back to its old awesome self

P.S : did this episode remind any one else of reckoning? ( the hundreth episode)
it did to me for some reason , n e way thx for reading , stay classy

1:23am: T.V This Week
hey guys wow im kinda amazed all my favorite tv shows have really delivered this week

lets start off with Heroes , i love this whole "peter is clairs dad" thing and now that jessica is completely in control of nikki i wanna see wat happens especially since people are dying left and right and suposedly someone IMPORTANT dies , hope its not claires dad , he freakishly entertaining lol

House was awesome as alwayz ... HOLY CRAPIOLI house sooo loves cuddy & cameron and chase are so hooking up lol . guess the producers understand that crazy suisidal teenagers create great ratings haha. i just cant wait 3 weeks though =(

Lost was friggin spectacular , i really dont understand this sudden backlash , and i heard the ratings arent too good , but seriously this is still one of the top shows on television , no one can deny the great writing and acting and if u find it too complicated just watch , eventually itll all make sense (i started watching late 1st season and i caught up quick) i now LOVE desmonds character and i always had a feeling charlie was doomed lol .. next week jack flashbacks .. my fav =)

Smallville was tubular lana knows fur sure now and i just want clark to tell her .. damn its been 28 years (lol) and we all kno she can keep the BIG secret so spill the beanz =),o yea chloe bein a meteor freak ... speechless , seriously cant wait till wedding episode , bound to be fascinating ( loved jimmy posting missing signs after 3 hours lol , and i miss lois' snarky comments )


and finaly Greys Anatomy , i have to admit i kinda havent been feelin it for a while , not enough baby momma drama that i expect from this show .. but potentially killing the main character of the show ... now thats bold LMAO , it was emotional and everything this show ever was , its the first time in a long time since ive been excited for next weeks greys anatomy

5:56pm: SV Couples
Poll #920162 Smallville Couples
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 8

Whats The Best Couple On Smallville?

5:42pm: crimson
wow , im kinda a clois shipper , and i gotta say i LOVED this weeks smallville . it was awesome and funny. my favorite part of the entire episode was when clark tryed to convince lois hes not so ordinary .
LMAO i loved when clark told everyone his feeling ( OUCH martha being told off was harsh , also the chloe ) but my fav part is the ending LANA SO KNOWS HIS SECRET lol , cant wait till next week , smallville just keeps delivering .. i loves it

10:04pm: Is Smallville Great Or What?
holy cpapioli , the next few episodes of smallville are sure to rok my world , can you believe how good the show is getting , im reaaly lookin foward to hydro and justice , here are a few pics from em